Going into the photo shoot I was extremely nervous. I have always had an interest in male modeling but never felt that I was going to be good enough to do so. I always looked at the models in magazines and was infatuated with their styles, body postures and their physique. Although coming from Kila that was a dream far from where I live. Would being gay just add fire to the whole situation if I decided to move away to follow a dream? So I kept the thought in my head “Would I ever get the chance to be one of those guys in a magazine?” Not likely.
About 20 minutes into the shoot I felt that as if I was having one of my dreams come true. I felt very comfortable and tuned into the whole shoot. I just knew the entire time that this is going to a good cause “Awareness.” The whole time I could feel myself getting more comfortable with my body and not being ashamed of who I am.
Afterwards I am no longer embarrassed of where I come from or what others think of me. I have had self-discovery with old and new friends that have definitely opened my eyes that I’m not alone. I’m more active and social. I wouldn’t be where I am today without the help of a huge support group.
So what have I learned from this whole experience? I’ve learned that I am a unique individual who is loved by family, friends, nieces and nephews. To quote the amazing Lady Gaga “I was born this way.” I am Kenneth Keller and I am a small town country guy who just happens to be gay, and PROUD.
Im so proud of you Kenny for following your dreams. Stay true and don't forget us Kila country bumpkins. Much love
ReplyDeleteYou have such a beautiful soul Kenny! Great article as well. Much love
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